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    Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
    12:32 pm
    Stole this from Carla... My class was cancelled and I was bored!

    Your Brain is Purple

    Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic.
    You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense.
    Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries.

    You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.
    Wednesday, December 6th, 2006
    4:51 pm
    Stole this from someone, don't know who... I think its kinda interesting. Anyone who wants a Christmas card, email me your address at anniej03@yahoo.com

    Hugs and Kisses
    Annie


    Anne Marie Johnson's Aliases

    Your movie star name: Sugar Waffers Edgar

    Your fashion designer name is Anne London

    Your socialite name is Annie're Paris

    Your fly girl / guy name is A Joh

    Your detective name is Tiger Provincetown High School

    Your barfly name is Pretzels Tequilla

    Your soap opera name is Marie Highland

    Your rock star name is Peanut Butter M&M's Cheetah

    Your Star Wars name is Annpia Johgus

    Your punk rock band name is The Hyper
    Thursday, November 30th, 2006
    9:55 am
    I am now 22 and I have a tattoo. NEXT!
    Thursday, April 13th, 2006
    11:47 am

    Ten Top Trivia Tips about Annie!

    1. You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching Annie.
    2. The porpoise is second to Annie as the most intelligent animal on the planet.
    3. Contrary to popular belief, Annie is not successful at sobering up a drunk person, and in many cases she may actually increase the adverse effects of alcohol!
    4. It's bad luck to put Annie on a bed.
    5. More people are killed by Annie each year than die in aeroplane accidents.
    6. Annie is the sacred animal of Thailand.
    7. Annie can be seen from space!
    8. Annieocracy is government by Annie!
    9. Duelling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are Annie.
    10. Fifty-two percent of Americans drink Annie!
    I am interested in - do tell me about
    Thursday, March 16th, 2006
    3:05 pm
    Quote of the Day:
    There is in every true woman's heart a spark of heavenly fire, which lies dormant in the broad daylight of prosperity; but which kindles up, and beams and blazes in the dark hour of adversity.
    - Washington Irving

    Horoscope
    Scorpio
    A loved one has just uttered a phrase you were beyond hoping you'd ever hear. You're so happy, you're beside yourself. Now that the heavens have provided the last thing on earth you'd ever have expected, why not return the favor by doing something equally wonderful and unexpected for someone who needs it? Remember, what goes around comes around.

    Song of the Day
    Tequila Sunrise
    by the Eagles

    It's another tequila sunrise
    Starin' slowly 'cross the sky, said goobye
    He was just a hired hand
    Workin' on the dreams he planned to try
    The days go by

    Ev'ry night when the sun goes down
    Just another lonely boy in town
    And she's out runnin' 'round

    She wasn't just another woman
    And I couldn't keep from comin' on
    It's been so long
    Oh, and it's a hollow feelin' when
    It comes down to dealin' friends
    It never ends

    Take another shot of courage
    Wonder why the right words never come
    You just get numb
    It's another tequila sunrise,this old world
    still looks the same,
    Another frame, mm...
    Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
    2:38 pm
    Horoscope:
    Scorpio
    You've been dropping hints lately about a certain someone you've been spending all that time with: about how wonderful they are, how nicely they were gifted by the Gods in the physical, emotional and intellectual senses, etc. You've been going on and on. Now it's time to take your new god(dess) out to meet the gang, and prove that you really do have impeccable taste. Bet you just can't contain yourself, you're so darned happy about it. Might be fun to show up just a few minutes late, though -- don't they still call it 'fashionably late'?

    I've had this poem stuck in my head for the last couple of days and thought that I needed to get it out there!

    She Walks In Beauty
    by George Gordon, Lord Byron (1788-1824)
    Composed June, 1814

    She walks in beauty, like the night
    Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
    And all that's best of dark and bright
    Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
    Thus mellow'd to that tender light
    Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

    One shade the more, one ray the less,
    Had half impair'd the nameless grace
    Which waves in every raven tress,
    Or softly lightens o'er her face;
    Where thoughts serenely sweet express
    How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

    And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
    So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
    The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
    But tell of days in goodness spent,
    A mind at peace with all below,
    A heart whose love is innocent!
    Saturday, March 11th, 2006
    12:59 pm
    Scorpio
    Once every month, we're all entitled to a full two-day stretch of indulging ourselves in the deeper side of life: intimacy, intensity, intrigue -- oh, and just a tad of self-centered recreation. It's now officially your turn to go for it -- and if anyone knows how to be hedonistic, it's you. The urge for this fun-loving period will come upon you quite suddenly, however, and you may also feel the need to make a serious decision. Be brave, clear your throat and make the announcement.

    Whats up with all this announcement shit! For the love of Mike! (not Kelly)

    Ok I am soooo going out for drinks tonight. I need to get loaded and laid! I am sooo tired of always being such a good girl! I really want to make some new friends here! I am sick and tired of being alone!

    Oh I got good news, I got another job working at this new restaurant down the street from my house. Its owned by the family of the boy I used to like(thats right folks I'm over him) so it should be interesting because I would be the only one there not speaking Italian.

    In other good news, I am now a tournament fighter! I went to my first tournament to watch this past weekend and was so enthralled with what I saw that I decided for the next one I would fight. I didn't know that the next one is two weeks away. So I am really nervous because I want to make my sensei proud of me, and I want to represent my team well. So I got about two weeks to learn how to fight (well point fight), cuz I can already fight, I just have to get my shit together. I also decided that my theme song for before I go into the ring is going to be "T.N.T." by AC/DC. So yeah, if anyone wants to go to Rhode Island and watch me kick ass, just give me a call!

    So I'm off to do something to waste my time. Talk to you all later! Hugs and kisses! MUAH!

    Song of the Day:
    T.N.T by AC/DC

    See me ride out of the sunset
    On your colour TV screen
    Out for all that I can get
    If you know what I mean
    Women to the left of me
    And women to the right
    Ain't got no gun
    Ain't got no knife
    But don't you start no fight
    'Cause I'm T.N.T. I'm dynamite
    T.N.T. and I'll win the fight
    T.N.T. I'm a power load
    T.N.T. watch me explode
    I'm dirty, mean and mighty unclean
    I'm a wanted man
    Public enemy number one
    Understand
    So lock up your daughter
    Lock up your wife
    Lock up the back door
    And run for your life
    The man is back in town
    Don't you mess me 'round
    'Cause I'm T.N.T. I'm dynamite
    T.N.T. and I'll win the fight
    T.N.T. I'm a power load
    T.N.T. watch me explode
    Friday, March 10th, 2006
    2:49 pm
    Scorpio
    You're tired of the secrets. You've had it with furtive glances, masked emotions, clandestine meetings and anything else that even remotely smacks of behind-the-scenes dealings. Enough, already. You want it all out in the open, regardless of what the neighbors -- or anyone else -- have to say about it. In fact, the more public the announcement, the better. Hoo, boy. Better warn all interested parties before you tap that water glass with your knife.

    Alrighty everyone, that is fair warning for all of you, if I decide to drop a bomb.
    Thursday, March 9th, 2006
    2:26 pm
    Well its been a year since I moved back to the Cape. I can't believe its been that long. I miss everyone sooooo much! You guys are going to have to come down and visit me soon. So yeah in other news nothing really going on with me. Some stuff has happened this weekend that has made me confused and really not sure of a few things in my life. And I have felt like crap this week so I took a sick day today from school. Well I guess its more like a mental health day. Anyway, I got shit to figure out.

    Horoscope
    Scorpio:
    You love your time alone -- you insist on it. Everyone knows that. Every now and then, however, even your privacy-loving sign needs to get out there and mingle with a great big group of kindred spirits. This absolutely does not mean you can't still give yourself alone-time, but it could mean that you'll need to put it off for a little while. The good news is that while you're out there, you may just find someone who's perfectly suited to be your new hiding-out partner. Get dressed.

    Hmmmmmm. I have been really lonely lately and I made a new friend, but now I'm confused about the feelings I have for this new friend. I really miss my family. I wish that I could see them more. Anyway, I think I am overthinking this whole situation and I need a new distraction. Alrighty I'll talk to you all later! Hugs and kisses!
    Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
    8:56 am
    Happy Valentines Day! Hugs and chocolate kisses for everyone!

    Whoo hoo and again I am dateless.

    So anyway thats not the thing that has me bothered. I have been having alot of very vivid dreams, like I feel like I'm awake but I know I'm asleep. I dreamnt that I was back at the circle the other day, and no one recognized me (by the way I was really pissed about that). I also had this dream that I had this friend but he was a very bitter person because of some personal tragedy as a child and I basically told him that I would always be there for him and I would never leave him. The thing of it is, I really think that this dream will come true. That I am going to meet some guy nicknamed Beau or Boo (it was definitely a B name) and I am going to take care of him for the rest of his life, but not in like a boyfriend/husband way. Its weird. I don't know what to think. So if anyone has an opinion just leave me a note.

    Horoscope:
    Scorpio
    It's time for you to announce your feelings -- big time. First off, it's Valentine's Day, when anyone and everyone feels completely justified in showing their emotions. Of course, you've never needed any prompting in that department, but now you'll be feeling especially sentimental -- even more so, that is. Thanks to the wonderful way you've always spoiled them (not to mention the romantic mood the heavens are in) your lucky sweetheart will be only too happy to reciprocate.

    Song of the Day:
    Passive
    By A Perfect Circle
    (I've had it stuck in my head since Saturday, when I watched Constantine)

    “Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
    But I just can’t believe him, never the optimistic one
    I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
    Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
    Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
    Maybe you’re better off this way

    Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
    I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
    It's your right and your ability
    To become…my perfect enemy…

    Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
    Someday I’ll walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
    Maybe you’re better off this way

    Maybe you’re better off this way
    Maybe you’re better off this way
    Maybe you’re better off this way
    You’re better of this…you’re better off this…
    Maybe you’re better off!

    Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
    Someday I’ll walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!”
    Maybe you’re better off this way

    Go ahead and play dead
    I know that you can hear this
    Go ahead and play dead
    Why can't you turn and face me?
    Why can't you turn and face me?
    Why can't you turn and face me?
    Why can't you turn and face me?
    You fucking disappoint me!
    Thursday, February 2nd, 2006
    11:55 am
    Why I love music: because it says things about me that I dont have to.

    WHATEVER
    by Godsmack

    And I wonder day to day
    I don't like you anyway
    I don't need your SHIT today
    You're pathetic in your own way

    I feel for you
    Better fuckin' go away
    I will behave, better fuckin go away

    I'm doing the best I ever did
    I'm doing the best that I can
    I'm doing the best I ever did, now

    I don't need to fantasize
    You are my pet all the time
    I don't mind if you go blind
    You get what you get
    Until you're through with my life

    I feel for you
    Better fuckin' go away
    I will behave, you better go away
    I feel for you
    Better fuckin' go away
    I will behave, you better go away

    I'm doing the best I ever did
    I'm doing the best that I can
    I'm doing the best I ever did, now go away
    I'm doing the best I ever did
    I'm doing the best that I can
    I'm doing the best I ever did, now go away

    I'm doing the best I ever did (Go away)
    I'm doing the best that I can (Go away)
    I'm doing the best I ever did (Go away)
    I'm doing the best that I can (Go away)


    I'm doing the best I ever did
    I'm doing the best that I can
    I'm doing the best I ever did, now GO AWAY
    I'm doing the best I ever did
    I'm doing the best that I can
    I'm doing the best I ever did, now GO AWAY
    I'm doing the best I ever did
    I'm doing the best that I can
    I'm doing the best I ever did, now GO AWAY

    I'm doing the best I ever did (Go away)
    I'm doing the best that I can
    Thursday, January 12th, 2006
    12:59 pm
    Gabba Gabba Hey
    Just finished watching Rock 'N' Roll High School and I forgot how much I love the Ramones! Soooooo I've had two different songs stuck in my head today so I thought I should put them here. Thought for the day: Gabba gabba We accept you We accept you One of us.


    I Just Want To Have Something To Do
    by The Ramones

    Hanging out on Second Avenue
    Eating chicken vindaloo
    I just want to be with you
    I just want to have something to do
    Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
    Well allright
    Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
    Wait-Now
    Wait-Now
    Hanging out all by myself
    Cause I don't want to be with anybody else
    I just want to be with you
    I just want to have something to do
    Tonight.


    I Wanna Live
    by Dee Dee Ramone

    I've been thinking it over
    And I know just what to do
    I've been thinking it over
    And I know I just can't trust myself

    I'm a gypsy prince
    Covered with diamonds and jewels
    But then my lover exposes me
    I know I'm just a damn fool

    I give what I've got to give
    I give what I need to live
    I give what I've got to give
    It's important if I want to live

    I wanna live
    I want to live my life
    I wanna live
    I want to live my life

    As I load my pistol
    Fine German steel
    I never thought I'd be so down and out
    Having my last meal

    But I know I can do it
    It just took a few years
    As I execute my killer
    The morning is near

    I give what I've got to give
    I give what I need to live
    I give what I've got to give
    It's important if I want to live

    I wanna live
    I want to live my life
    I wanna live
    I want to live my life
    Thursday, January 5th, 2006
    5:35 pm
    Found this and almost pissed myself laughing at it

    einna07's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 7% Politically Correct!)



    Started : 31st December 2005 07:56:36 PM

    Ended : 01st January 2006 04:20:25 AM
    Alco Money! : $ 434

    Guests of Honour

    refshane is a compulsive Wiccan. refshane drank 9 Everclears.
    crazycat666 is an erratic Fundementalist Christian and a bumbling, stumbling, bona-fide drunk who constantly bitches about....well everything on Livejournal. crazycat666 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
    adrianarose is a graceful Atheist. adrianarose drank 3 Rums, 8 Tequilas.
    amymaria is a bouncy Agnostic. amymaria drank 7 Tequilas, 4 Bloody Marys, 1 Cognac, 6 Absinthes.
    einna07 is a possessed Fundementalist Christian. einna07 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
    navillusarat is an upbeat Agnostic. navillusarat drank 3 Tequilas, 1 Pulque, 3 Aftershocks.
    jweintraub is a good-humored Muslim. jweintraub drank 9 Pilsners, 4 Brandys, 2 Cognacs, 1 Aftershock.
    katirish13 is a whimsical Atheist. katirish13 drank 16 Vodkas, 1 Ale.
    charizard2000 is a depressed Buddhist. charizard2000 drank 3 Hot Toddys, 8 White Russians, 1 Bloody Mary, 1 Gin.
    arborenet is a bewildered Liberal Christian and is as anti-alcohol as they come. arborenet drank 1 Pulque, 1 Lager.
    wishmeaway is a poignant Agnostic. wishmeaway drank 19 Sambuccas.

    Sick!

    By morning einna07's cat had been dyed a unique vomity shade. Oh debauchery! How you have soiled einna07's kitty!

    Fights

    crazycat666 was sentenced to 25 years in prison after the brutal murder of refshane at a party hosted by someone known only as einna07. refshane was burnt at the stake at einna07's home sometime around 02:33:42 AM.

    'You bastard Sodomite! When the Lord gets hold of you he'll finely tan your ass' goaded einna07 at adrianarose. adrianarose refused to respond and instead laced einna07's drink with laxatives. Recent reports suggest that einna07 is still shitting like a mad hawk to this day.

    Lovers

    And the cat is finally out of the bag! adrianarose and amymaria have announced that they are deeply in love and that a wedding is planned in the New Year.

    The Drunkest

    katirish13 was by far the most pissed by the end of the night and even admitted to being
    rather partial to the odd Coldplay track.

    Random Events

    jweintraub and refshane thought it would be frightfully funny if they released an otter down katirish13's
    underpants. katirish13 now appreciates the dangers of frenzied land mammals.

    wishmeaway revealed to the room that in a previous incarnation they were a fat gay unicyclist
    who took great pride in their marvellous ability to impersonate freddie mercury.


    Happy New Year!

    Do you believe in all of that New Years Resolution shit? If not, celebrate the New Year as you mean to go on with the ultimate new years party from hell!


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    Your Hero God Loves Coke.




    5:22 pm
    Thought for the day:
    I will make love my greatest weapon and none on who I call can defend against its force....My love will melt all hearts liken to the sun whose rays soften the coldest day.
    - Og Mandino

    Horoscope
    Scorpio:
    Making it through the day may be tough, but if anyone is up for the challenge -- or any challenge, for that matter -- it's you. The good news is that once you've done your duty and you're headed home, you'll have a wonderful surprise waiting for you, courtesy of your partner. Their antennae are just as keen as your own, and they've figured out what you need. The even better news is that tomorrow looks better. Much better. Hang in there.

    Stole this from Katie M. but I usually steal all my stuff like this from her.
    Greed:Medium
     
    Gluttony:Medium
     
    Wrath:Medium
     
    Sloth:Low
     
    Envy:Medium
     
    Lust:Very Low
     
    Pride:Medium
     


    Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz
    Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
    6:58 pm
    HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
    Horoscope
    Scorpio:
    Everyone around you seems to be feeling quite pleased with the way things are turning out. Unfortunately, perceptive little you can't seem to shake this relentless, nagging feeling that someone is wrong -- or that something might be wrong, and soon. Well, stop doing that. You could be right -- especially if you manage to create it yourself. Ever heard of a self-fulfilling prophecy?

    I totally believe in self-fulfilling prophecy. Today I basically kicked my own ass in karate. I was overthinking things and I got hurt. I sparred with someone and he hit me in the stomach and chin, I sparred with another guy and he kicked me in the nose. What the fuck man! I just can't seem to get my head out of my ass today. I also nearly passed out because I couldn't breathe and I felt like I could catch my breath. So I looked like the biggest retard ever (sorry for using the "r" word but I cant think of anything pc right now)

    So on to other pleasant topics. I had so much fun the other night at Suzee's New Years Eve Party. YAHHHHHH! It was awesome! It was soooo nice to be able to see everyone again. I was stoned and I was drunk it was a nice feeling. the only problem I had was sleeping. I was in the living room with Matt Hunter and Jay, in a reclining chair, using my jacket as a blanket, but no that was not the problem, the problem was the Matt Hunter breathed and snored so loudly I couldn't sleep. Have you ever wanted to smother someone with a pillow while they were sleeping? I had these thoughts about Matt Hunter, and if I see him again, I will tell him this but I will apologize and buy him more vodka. So yeah, Annie was drunk, stoned and horny, which I can tell you is not a very good position to be in.

    So I have decided to stop worrying about my problems. I will let things happen naturally. If it goes my way, yippee, but if not, I wont be crying into my beer (ok mudslide). So we'll see how long this will last. I'm just going to let fate take over things for me. Anyway, its getting late and I'm hungry. I'll talk to you all later! Hugs and kisses! MUAH!

    Song of the Day:
    Voodoo by Godsmack

    I'm not the one who's so far away
    When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.
    Never did I wanna be here again
    And I don't remember why I came.

    Candles raise my desire,
    Why I'm so far away.
    No more meaning to my life,
    No more reason to stay

    Freazing, feeling,I? coming back again...

    [repeat chorus]

    Hazing clouds rain on my head,
    Empty thoughts fill my ears.
    Find my shade by the moonlight,
    Why my thoughts aren? so clear.

    Demons dreaming,
    Breathe in, breathe in...
    I? coming back again...

    [repeat chorus 4 times]

    Voodoo, voodoo, voodoo, voodoo.
    [repeat]

    [so far away...
    I? not the one who? so far away...
    I? not the one who? so far away...
    I? not the one who? so far away...]
    Breathe in, breathe in
    Thursday, December 8th, 2005
    3:08 pm
    I have started to feel indifferent towards people, I have started to not care about what happens to me, I have started to feel numb so I feel this song is appropriate.

    Comfortably Numb
    by Pink Floyd

    Hello?
    Is there anybody in there?
    Just nod if you can hear me.
    Is there anyone at home?
    Come on, now,
    I hear you're feeling down.
    Well I can ease your pain
    Get you on your feet again.
    Relax.
    I'll need some information first.
    Just the basic facts.
    Can you show me where it hurts?

    There is no pain you are receding
    A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
    You are only coming through in waves.
    Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
    When I was a child I had a fever
    My hands felt just like two balloons.
    Now I've got that feeling once again
    I can't explain you would not understand
    This is not how I am.
    I have become comfortably numb.

    O.K.
    Just a little pinprick.
    There'll be no more aaaaaaaaah!
    But you may feel a little sick.
    Can you stand up?
    I do believe it's working, good.
    That'll keep you going through the show
    Come on it's time to go.

    There is no pain you are receding
    A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
    You are only coming through in waves.
    Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
    When I was a child
    I caught a fleeting glimpse
    Out of the corner of my eye.
    I turned to look but it was gone
    I cannot put my finger on it now
    The child is grown,
    The dream is gone.
    I have become comfortably numb.
    Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
    7:58 pm
    Now all hear this: ANNIE IS COMING TO BRIDGEWATER ON THURSDAY!

    I had a really strange dream on Saturday and I am still trying to figure it out. If anyone wants to play Dr. Freud, leave me one and we can discuss it.

    Song of the Day
    Bullet With Butterfly Wings
    by Smashing Pumpkins (damn it! Gio was right!)
    the world is a vampire, sent to drain
    secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
    and what do i get, for my pain
    betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
    even though i know - i suppose i'll show
    all my cool and cold - like old job
    despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
    then someone will say what is lost can never
    be saved
    despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
    now i'm naked, nothing but an animal
    but can you fake it, for just one more show
    and what do you want, i want to change
    and what have you got
    when you feel the same
    even though i know - i suppose i'll show
    all my cool and cold - like old job
    despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
    then someone will say what is lost can never
    be saved
    despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
    tell me i'm the only one
    tell me there's no other one
    jesus was an only son
    tell me i'm the chosen one
    jesus was an only son for you
    despite all my rage i am still just
    a rat in a cage
    and i still believe that i
    cannot be saved
    Tuesday, November 29th, 2005
    8:48 am
    So yeah....... I have nothing to so say to basically all of you because I have got nothing to say about me. The only thing is I've had this song stuck in my head for the last two days but I can't get rid of it but I dont know if I really want to. Call me email me do something but for the love of god dont keep me in isolation anymore!

    Bitter Sweet Symphony
    by The Verve

    'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
    Try to make ends meet
    Your a slave to money then you die
    I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
    You know the one that takes you to the places
    where all the things meet yeah

    No change, I can't change
    I can't change, I can't change
    But I'm here in my mold
    I am here in my mold
    But I'm a million different people
    from one day to the next
    I can't change my mold
    No, no, no, no, no

    Well I never pray
    But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
    I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
    I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
    But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

    No change, I can't change
    I can't change, I can't change
    But I'm here in my mold
    I am here in my mold
    And I'm a million different people
    from one day to the next
    I can't change my mold
    No, no, no, no, no
    I can't change
    I can't change

    'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
    Try to make ends meet
    Try to find some money then you die
    I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
    You know the one that takes you to the places
    where all the things meet yeah

    You know I can't change, I can't change
    I can't change, I can't change
    But I'm here in my mold
    I am here in my mold
    And I'm a million different people
    from one day to the next
    I can't change my mold
    No, no, no, no, no

    I can't change my mold
    no, no, no, no, no,
    I can't change
    Can't change my body,
    no, no, no

    I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
    I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
    Been down
    Ever been down
    Ever been down
    Ever been down
    Ever been down
    That you've ever been down
    That you've ever been down
    Saturday, October 8th, 2005
    12:57 pm
    Its finally here, the big day... my cousins wedding day. And all I want to do is go in a corner and cry! I am very depressed because today is also the day that my grandfather died and I was really close to him, and right now I am having a had time remembering him, which makes me even sadder. I am also depressed because I will be the only one without a date at my table. Which makes me have to face the fact that I am alone (which I really hate). I keep asking the same questions, what is wrong with me, why cant I find happiness, am I destined to live alone forever? And that kind of crap. I went to karate today to see if that would get rid of some of my energy/tension, but my sensei didnt work us that hard today so I left feeling dissatisfied. School is still going pretty well, I still really love my Lifeguard Training class. On Thursday we had to work with a partner and I got to work with the guy that I have the biggest crush on. YAH!!!! And we had to practice moving the "victim" and checking them out and so on. And you all know about this thing that I have about my neck and if you dont its basically my thing, if you touch that, I might just have to jump you and have my way with you. Yah soooo he had to check my pulse and stuff and I swear if no one was around, he was alllllll mine! He is really cute, sweet, and funny. I really wish that I could get to know him better. And of course I am still working on my other love of my life, Gio. I feel like I should just hit him over the head with something because he is absolutely clueless! Part of my wants to tell him how I feel, but part of me feels that I would lose him as a really good friend, and I dont have that many down here. Actually I just have maybe two. So anyway, enough of my bitching... I got to go get ready for this big shindig. I will talk to you all later! Love ya! MUAH!
    Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
    8:36 am
    Another thought just crossed my mind... 3 weeks until my bday!


    Soul to Squeeze by Red Hot Chili Peppers

    I've got a bad disease
    Up from my brain is where I bleed
    Insanity it seems
    It's got me by my soul to squeeze
    Well all the love from me
    With all the dying trees I scream
    The angels in my dream
    They turn to demons of greed
    That's me

    Where I go I just don't know
    I got to, got to, gotta take it slow
    When I've found my piece of mind
    I'm gonna give you some of my good time

    Today love smiled on me
    It took away my pain, said please
    I'll let your ride be free
    You gotta let it be
    Oh yeah

    Where I go I just don't know
    I got to, gotta, gotta take it slow
    When I find my piece of mind
    I'm gonna give you some of my good time

    You're so polite indeed
    Well I got everything I need
    Oh make my days a breeze
    And take away my self destruction

    It's bitter baby and it's very sweet
    I'm on a rollercoaster but I'm on my feet
    Take me to the river lay me on your shore
    Well I'll be coming back baby
    I'll be coming back for more.

    Doo doo doo doo dingle zing a dong bone,
    ba-di ba-da ba-zumba crunga cong gone bad,
    I could not forget but I will not endeavor
    Simple pleasures are more special
    but I won't regret it never

    Where I go I just dont't know
    I got to, got to, gotta take it slow
    When I find my piece of mind
    I'm gonna give you some of my good time

    Where I go I just don't know
    I might end up somewhere in Mexico
    When I find my piece of mind
    I'm gonna keep for the end of time
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