The Life of Annie

einna07 @ 2007-02-27T12:32:00

2007-02-27T16:32:08Z

Stole this from Carla... My class was cancelled and I was bored!

Your Brain is Purple

Of all the brain types, yours is the most idealistic.
You tend to think wild, amazing thoughts. Your dreams and fantasies are intense.
Your thoughts are creative, inventive, and without boundaries.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking of fictional people and places - or a very different life for yourself.

What Color Is Your Brain?

einna07 @ 2006-12-06T16:51:00

2006-12-06T20:51:39Z

Stole this from someone, don't know who... I think its kinda interesting. Anyone who wants a Christmas card, email me your address at anniej03@yahoo.com

Hugs and Kisses
Annie

Anne Marie Johnson's Aliases

Your movie star name: Sugar Waffers Edgar

Your fashion designer name is Anne London

Your socialite name is Annie're Paris

Your fly girl / guy name is A Joh

Your detective name is Tiger Provincetown High School

Your barfly name is Pretzels Tequilla

Your soap opera name is Marie Highland

Your rock star name is Peanut Butter M&M's Cheetah

Your Star Wars name is Annpia Johgus

Your punk rock band name is The Hyper

The Amazing Meganame Generator

einna07 @ 2006-11-30T09:55:00

2006-11-30T13:55:43Z

I am now 22 and I have a tattoo. NEXT!

einna07 @ 2006-04-13T11:47:00

2006-04-13T15:49:04Z

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Annie!

You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching Annie.
The porpoise is second to Annie as the most intelligent animal on the planet.
Contrary to popular belief, Annie is not successful at sobering up a drunk person, and in many cases she may actually increase the adverse effects of alcohol!
It's bad luck to put Annie on a bed.
More people are killed by Annie each year than die in aeroplane accidents.
Annie is the sacred animal of Thailand.
Annie can be seen from space!
Annieocracy is government by Annie!
Duelling is legal in Paraguay as long as both parties are Annie.
Fifty-two percent of Americans drink Annie!

einna07 @ 2006-03-16T15:05:00

2006-03-16T20:20:42Z

Quote of the Day:
There is in every true woman's heart a spark of heavenly fire, which lies dormant in the broad daylight of prosperity; but which kindles up, and beams and blazes in the dark hour of adversity.
- Washington Irving

Horoscope
Scorpio
A loved one has just uttered a phrase you were beyond hoping you'd ever hear. You're so happy, you're beside yourself. Now that the heavens have provided the last thing on earth you'd ever have expected, why not return the favor by doing something equally wonderful and unexpected for someone who needs it? Remember, what goes around comes around.

Song of the Day
Tequila Sunrise
by the Eagles

It's another tequila sunrise
Starin' slowly 'cross the sky, said goobye
He was just a hired hand
Workin' on the dreams he planned to try
The days go by

Ev'ry night when the sun goes down
Just another lonely boy in town
And she's out runnin' 'round

She wasn't just another woman
And I couldn't keep from comin' on
It's been so long
Oh, and it's a hollow feelin' when
It comes down to dealin' friends
It never ends

Take another shot of courage
Wonder why the right words never come
You just get numb
It's another tequila sunrise,this old world
still looks the same,
Another frame, mm...

einna07 @ 2006-03-15T14:38:00

2006-03-15T19:40:38Z

Horoscope:
Scorpio
You've been dropping hints lately about a certain someone you've been spending all that time with: about how wonderful they are, how nicely they were gifted by the Gods in the physical, emotional and intellectual senses, etc. You've been going on and on. Now it's time to take your new god(dess) out to meet the gang, and prove that you really do have impeccable taste. Bet you just can't contain yourself, you're so darned happy about it. Might be fun to show up just a few minutes late, though -- don't they still call it 'fashionably late'?

I've had this poem stuck in my head for the last couple of days and thought that I needed to get it out there!

She Walks In Beauty
by George Gordon, Lord Byron (1788-1824)
Composed June, 1814

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that's best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes:
Thus mellow'd to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impair'd the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress,
Or softly lightens o'er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.

And on that cheek, and o'er that brow,
So soft, so calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!

einna07 @ 2006-03-11T12:59:00

2006-03-11T18:32:56Z

Scorpio
Once every month, we're all entitled to a full two-day stretch of indulging ourselves in the deeper side of life: intimacy, intensity, intrigue -- oh, and just a tad of self-centered recreation. It's now officially your turn to go for it -- and if anyone knows how to be hedonistic, it's you. The urge for this fun-loving period will come upon you quite suddenly, however, and you may also feel the need to make a serious decision. Be brave, clear your throat and make the announcement.

Whats up with all this announcement shit! For the love of Mike! (not Kelly)

Ok I am soooo going out for drinks tonight. I need to get loaded and laid! I am sooo tired of always being such a good girl! I really want to make some new friends here! I am sick and tired of being alone!

Oh I got good news, I got another job working at this new restaurant down the street from my house. Its owned by the family of the boy I used to like(thats right folks I'm over him) so it should be interesting because I would be the only one there not speaking Italian.

In other good news, I am now a tournament fighter! I went to my first tournament to watch this past weekend and was so enthralled with what I saw that I decided for the next one I would fight. I didn't know that the next one is two weeks away. So I am really nervous because I want to make my sensei proud of me, and I want to represent my team well. So I got about two weeks to learn how to fight (well point fight), cuz I can already fight, I just have to get my shit together. I also decided that my theme song for before I go into the ring is going to be "T.N.T." by AC/DC. So yeah, if anyone wants to go to Rhode Island and watch me kick ass, just give me a call!

So I'm off to do something to waste my time. Talk to you all later! Hugs and kisses! MUAH!

Song of the Day:
T.N.T by AC/DC

See me ride out of the sunset
On your colour TV screen
Out for all that I can get
If you know what I mean
Women to the left of me
And women to the right
Ain't got no gun
Ain't got no knife
But don't you start no fight
'Cause I'm T.N.T. I'm dynamite
T.N.T. and I'll win the fight
T.N.T. I'm a power load
T.N.T. watch me explode
I'm dirty, mean and mighty unclean
I'm a wanted man
Public enemy number one
Understand
So lock up your daughter
Lock up your wife
Lock up the back door
And run for your life
The man is back in town
Don't you mess me 'round
'Cause I'm T.N.T. I'm dynamite
T.N.T. and I'll win the fight
T.N.T. I'm a power load
T.N.T. watch me explode

einna07 @ 2006-03-10T14:49:00

2006-03-10T19:50:14Z

Scorpio
You're tired of the secrets. You've had it with furtive glances, masked emotions, clandestine meetings and anything else that even remotely smacks of behind-the-scenes dealings. Enough, already. You want it all out in the open, regardless of what the neighbors -- or anyone else -- have to say about it. In fact, the more public the announcement, the better. Hoo, boy. Better warn all interested parties before you tap that water glass with your knife.

Alrighty everyone, that is fair warning for all of you, if I decide to drop a bomb.

einna07 @ 2006-03-09T14:26:00

2006-03-09T19:50:47Z

Well its been a year since I moved back to the Cape. I can't believe its been that long. I miss everyone sooooo much! You guys are going to have to come down and visit me soon. So yeah in other news nothing really going on with me. Some stuff has happened this weekend that has made me confused and really not sure of a few things in my life. And I have felt like crap this week so I took a sick day today from school. Well I guess its more like a mental health day. Anyway, I got shit to figure out.

Horoscope
Scorpio:
You love your time alone -- you insist on it. Everyone knows that. Every now and then, however, even your privacy-loving sign needs to get out there and mingle with a great big group of kindred spirits. This absolutely does not mean you can't still give yourself alone-time, but it could mean that you'll need to put it off for a little while. The good news is that while you're out there, you may just find someone who's perfectly suited to be your new hiding-out partner. Get dressed.

Hmmmmmm. I have been really lonely lately and I made a new friend, but now I'm confused about the feelings I have for this new friend. I really miss my family. I wish that I could see them more. Anyway, I think I am overthinking this whole situation and I need a new distraction. Alrighty I'll talk to you all later! Hugs and kisses!

einna07 @ 2006-02-14T08:56:00

2006-02-14T14:13:58Z

Happy Valentines Day! Hugs and chocolate kisses for everyone!

Whoo hoo and again I am dateless.

So anyway thats not the thing that has me bothered. I have been having alot of very vivid dreams, like I feel like I'm awake but I know I'm asleep. I dreamnt that I was back at the circle the other day, and no one recognized me (by the way I was really pissed about that). I also had this dream that I had this friend but he was a very bitter person because of some personal tragedy as a child and I basically told him that I would always be there for him and I would never leave him. The thing of it is, I really think that this dream will come true. That I am going to meet some guy nicknamed Beau or Boo (it was definitely a B name) and I am going to take care of him for the rest of his life, but not in like a boyfriend/husband way. Its weird. I don't know what to think. So if anyone has an opinion just leave me a note.

Horoscope:
Scorpio
It's time for you to announce your feelings -- big time. First off, it's Valentine's Day, when anyone and everyone feels completely justified in showing their emotions. Of course, you've never needed any prompting in that department, but now you'll be feeling especially sentimental -- even more so, that is. Thanks to the wonderful way you've always spoiled them (not to mention the romantic mood the heavens are in) your lucky sweetheart will be only too happy to reciprocate.

Song of the Day:
Passive
By A Perfect Circle
(I've had it stuck in my head since Saturday, when I watched Constantine)

“Dead as dead can be,” my doctor tells me
But I just can’t believe him, never the optimistic one
I’m sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy
Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I will walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Leaning over you here, cold and catatonic
I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been
It's your right and your ability
To become…my perfect enemy…

Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I’ll walk away and say, “You disappoint me,”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Maybe you’re better off this way
Maybe you’re better off this way
Maybe you’re better off this way
You’re better of this…you’re better off this…
Maybe you’re better off!

Wake up and face me, don’t play dead cause maybe
Someday I’ll walk away and say, “You fucking disappoint me!”
Maybe you’re better off this way

Go ahead and play dead
I know that you can hear this
Go ahead and play dead
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
Why can't you turn and face me?
You fucking disappoint me!

einna07 @ 2006-02-02T11:55:00

2006-02-02T16:57:08Z

Why I love music: because it says things about me that I dont have to.

WHATEVER
by Godsmack

And I wonder day to day
I don't like you anyway
I don't need your SHIT today
You're pathetic in your own way

I feel for you
Better fuckin' go away
I will behave, better fuckin go away

I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did, now

I don't need to fantasize
You are my pet all the time
I don't mind if you go blind
You get what you get
Until you're through with my life

I feel for you
Better fuckin' go away
I will behave, you better go away
I feel for you
Better fuckin' go away
I will behave, you better go away

I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did, now go away
I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did, now go away

I'm doing the best I ever did (Go away)
I'm doing the best that I can (Go away)
I'm doing the best I ever did (Go away)
I'm doing the best that I can (Go away)

I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did, now GO AWAY
I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did, now GO AWAY
I'm doing the best I ever did
I'm doing the best that I can
I'm doing the best I ever did, now GO AWAY

I'm doing the best I ever did (Go away)
I'm doing the best that I can

Gabba Gabba Hey

2006-01-12T18:05:48Z

Just finished watching Rock 'N' Roll High School and I forgot how much I love the Ramones! Soooooo I've had two different songs stuck in my head today so I thought I should put them here. Thought for the day: Gabba gabba We accept you We accept you One of us.

I Just Want To Have Something To Do
by The Ramones

Hanging out on Second Avenue
Eating chicken vindaloo
I just want to be with you
I just want to have something to do
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
Well allright
Tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight
Wait-Now
Wait-Now
Hanging out all by myself
Cause I don't want to be with anybody else
I just want to be with you
I just want to have something to do
Tonight.

I Wanna Live
by Dee Dee Ramone

I've been thinking it over
And I know just what to do
I've been thinking it over
And I know I just can't trust myself

I'm a gypsy prince
Covered with diamonds and jewels
But then my lover exposes me
I know I'm just a damn fool

I give what I've got to give
I give what I need to live
I give what I've got to give
It's important if I want to live

I wanna live
I want to live my life
I wanna live
I want to live my life

As I load my pistol
Fine German steel
I never thought I'd be so down and out
Having my last meal

But I know I can do it
It just took a few years
As I execute my killer
The morning is near

I give what I've got to give
I give what I need to live
I give what I've got to give
It's important if I want to live

I wanna live
I want to live my life
I wanna live
I want to live my life

einna07 @ 2006-01-05T17:35:00

2006-01-05T22:35:53Z

Found this and almost pissed myself laughing at it

by limitedbythesky

einna07's LJ New Year Party (Now At Least 7% Politically Correct!)

Started : 31st December 2005 07:56:36 PM

Ended : 01st January 2006 04:20:25 AM

Alco Money! : $ 434

Guests of Honour

refshane is a compulsive Wiccan. refshane drank 9 Everclears.
crazycat666 is an erratic Fundementalist Christian and a bumbling, stumbling, bona-fide drunk who constantly bitches about....well everything on Livejournal. crazycat666 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
adrianarose is a graceful Atheist. adrianarose drank 3 Rums, 8 Tequilas.
amymaria is a bouncy Agnostic. amymaria drank 7 Tequilas, 4 Bloody Marys, 1 Cognac, 6 Absinthes.
einna07 is a possessed Fundementalist Christian. einna07 decided to not drink because of their religious beliefs.
navillusarat is an upbeat Agnostic. navillusarat drank 3 Tequilas, 1 Pulque, 3 Aftershocks.
jweintraub is a good-humored Muslim. jweintraub drank 9 Pilsners, 4 Brandys, 2 Cognacs, 1 Aftershock.
katirish13 is a whimsical Atheist. katirish13 drank 16 Vodkas, 1 Ale.
charizard2000 is a depressed Buddhist. charizard2000 drank 3 Hot Toddys, 8 White Russians, 1 Bloody Mary, 1 Gin.
arborenet is a bewildered Liberal Christian and is as anti-alcohol as they come. arborenet drank 1 Pulque, 1 Lager.
wishmeaway is a poignant Agnostic. wishmeaway drank 19 Sambuccas.

Sick!

By morning einna07's cat had been dyed a unique vomity shade. Oh debauchery! How you have soiled einna07's kitty!

Fights

crazycat666 was sentenced to 25 years in prison after the brutal murder of refshane at a party hosted by someone known only as einna07. refshane was burnt at the stake at einna07's home sometime around 02:33:42 AM.

'You bastard Sodomite! When the Lord gets hold of you he'll finely tan your ass' goaded einna07 at adrianarose. adrianarose refused to respond and instead laced einna07's drink with laxatives. Recent reports suggest that einna07 is still shitting like a mad hawk to this day.

Lovers

And the cat is finally out of the bag! adrianarose and amymaria have announced that they are deeply in love and that a wedding is planned in the New Year.

The Drunkest

katirish13 was by far the most pissed by the end of the night and even admitted to being
rather partial to the odd Coldplay track.

Random Events

jweintraub and refshane thought it would be frightfully funny if they released an otter down katirish13's
underpants. katirish13 now appreciates the dangers of frenzied land mammals.

wishmeaway revealed to the room that in a previous incarnation they were a fat gay unicyclist
who took great pride in their marvellous ability to impersonate freddie mercury.

Happy New Year!

Do you believe in all of that New Years Resolution shit? If not, celebrate the New Year as you mean to go on with the ultimate new years party from hell!

Enter your name below to experience the ultimate in complete useless bollocks!

einna07 @ 2006-01-05T17:22:00

2006-01-05T22:27:17Z

Thought for the day:
I will make love my greatest weapon and none on who I call can defend against its force....My love will melt all hearts liken to the sun whose rays soften the coldest day.
- Og Mandino

Horoscope
Scorpio:
Making it through the day may be tough, but if anyone is up for the challenge -- or any challenge, for that matter -- it's you. The good news is that once you've done your duty and you're headed home, you'll have a wonderful surprise waiting for you, courtesy of your partner. Their antennae are just as keen as your own, and they've figured out what you need. The even better news is that tomorrow looks better. Much better. Hang in there.

Stole this from Katie M. but I usually steal all my stuff like this from her.

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!

2006-01-04T00:17:06Z

Horoscope
Scorpio:
Everyone around you seems to be feeling quite pleased with the way things are turning out. Unfortunately, perceptive little you can't seem to shake this relentless, nagging feeling that someone is wrong -- or that something might be wrong, and soon. Well, stop doing that. You could be right -- especially if you manage to create it yourself. Ever heard of a self-fulfilling prophecy?

I totally believe in self-fulfilling prophecy. Today I basically kicked my own ass in karate. I was overthinking things and I got hurt. I sparred with someone and he hit me in the stomach and chin, I sparred with another guy and he kicked me in the nose. What the fuck man! I just can't seem to get my head out of my ass today. I also nearly passed out because I couldn't breathe and I felt like I could catch my breath. So I looked like the biggest retard ever (sorry for using the "r" word but I cant think of anything pc right now)

So on to other pleasant topics. I had so much fun the other night at Suzee's New Years Eve Party. YAHHHHHH! It was awesome! It was soooo nice to be able to see everyone again. I was stoned and I was drunk it was a nice feeling. the only problem I had was sleeping. I was in the living room with Matt Hunter and Jay, in a reclining chair, using my jacket as a blanket, but no that was not the problem, the problem was the Matt Hunter breathed and snored so loudly I couldn't sleep. Have you ever wanted to smother someone with a pillow while they were sleeping? I had these thoughts about Matt Hunter, and if I see him again, I will tell him this but I will apologize and buy him more vodka. So yeah, Annie was drunk, stoned and horny, which I can tell you is not a very good position to be in.

So I have decided to stop worrying about my problems. I will let things happen naturally. If it goes my way, yippee, but if not, I wont be crying into my beer (ok mudslide). So we'll see how long this will last. I'm just going to let fate take over things for me. Anyway, its getting late and I'm hungry. I'll talk to you all later! Hugs and kisses! MUAH!

Song of the Day:
Voodoo by Godsmack

I'm not the one who's so far away
When I feel the snake bite enter my veins.
Never did I wanna be here again
And I don't remember why I came.

Candles raise my desire,
Why I'm so far away.
No more meaning to my life,
No more reason to stay

Freazing, feeling,I? coming back again...

[repeat chorus]

Hazing clouds rain on my head,
Empty thoughts fill my ears.
Find my shade by the moonlight,
Why my thoughts aren? so clear.

Demons dreaming,
Breathe in, breathe in...
I? coming back again...

[repeat chorus 4 times]

Voodoo, voodoo, voodoo, voodoo.
[repeat]

[so far away...
I? not the one who? so far away...
I? not the one who? so far away...
I? not the one who? so far away...]
Breathe in, breathe in

einna07 @ 2005-12-08T15:08:00

2005-12-08T20:16:22Z

I have started to feel indifferent towards people, I have started to not care about what happens to me, I have started to feel numb so I feel this song is appropriate.

Comfortably Numb
by Pink Floyd

Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

O.K.
Just a little pinprick.
There'll be no more aaaaaaaaah!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe it's working, good.
That'll keep you going through the show
Come on it's time to go.

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child
I caught a fleeting glimpse
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone
I cannot put my finger on it now
The child is grown,
The dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.

einna07 @ 2005-12-06T19:58:00

2005-12-07T00:00:23Z

Now all hear this: ANNIE IS COMING TO BRIDGEWATER ON THURSDAY!

I had a really strange dream on Saturday and I am still trying to figure it out. If anyone wants to play Dr. Freud, leave me one and we can discuss it.

Song of the Day
Bullet With Butterfly Wings
by Smashing Pumpkins (damn it! Gio was right!)
the world is a vampire, sent to drain
secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames
and what do i get, for my pain
betrayed desires, and a piece of the game
even though i know - i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold - like old job
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost can never
be saved
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
now i'm naked, nothing but an animal
but can you fake it, for just one more show
and what do you want, i want to change
and what have you got
when you feel the same
even though i know - i suppose i'll show
all my cool and cold - like old job
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
then someone will say what is lost can never
be saved
despite all my rage i am still just a rat in a cage
tell me i'm the only one
tell me there's no other one
jesus was an only son
tell me i'm the chosen one
jesus was an only son for you
despite all my rage i am still just
a rat in a cage
and i still believe that i
cannot be saved

einna07 @ 2005-11-29T08:48:00

2005-11-29T13:50:53Z

So yeah....... I have nothing to so say to basically all of you because I have got nothing to say about me. The only thing is I've had this song stuck in my head for the last two days but I can't get rid of it but I dont know if I really want to. Call me email me do something but for the love of god dont keep me in isolation anymore!

Bitter Sweet Symphony
by The Verve

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Your a slave to money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
But I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

Well I never pray
But tonight I'm on my knees yeah
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
I let the melody shine, let it cleanse my mind, I feel free now
But the airways are clean and there's nobody singing to me now

No change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no
I can't change
I can't change

'Cause it's a bittersweet symphony, this life
Try to make ends meet
Try to find some money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to the places
where all the things meet yeah

You know I can't change, I can't change
I can't change, I can't change
But I'm here in my mold
I am here in my mold
And I'm a million different people
from one day to the next
I can't change my mold
No, no, no, no, no

I can't change my mold
no, no, no, no, no,
I can't change
Can't change my body,
no, no, no

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
That you've ever been down
That you've ever been down

einna07 @ 2005-10-08T12:57:00

2005-10-08T17:13:26Z

Its finally here, the big day... my cousins wedding day. And all I want to do is go in a corner and cry! I am very depressed because today is also the day that my grandfather died and I was really close to him, and right now I am having a had time remembering him, which makes me even sadder. I am also depressed because I will be the only one without a date at my table. Which makes me have to face the fact that I am alone (which I really hate). I keep asking the same questions, what is wrong with me, why cant I find happiness, am I destined to live alone forever? And that kind of crap. I went to karate today to see if that would get rid of some of my energy/tension, but my sensei didnt work us that hard today so I left feeling dissatisfied. School is still going pretty well, I still really love my Lifeguard Training class. On Thursday we had to work with a partner and I got to work with the guy that I have the biggest crush on. YAH!!!! And we had to practice moving the "victim" and checking them out and so on. And you all know about this thing that I have about my neck and if you dont its basically my thing, if you touch that, I might just have to jump you and have my way with you. Yah soooo he had to check my pulse and stuff and I swear if no one was around, he was alllllll mine! He is really cute, sweet, and funny. I really wish that I could get to know him better. And of course I am still working on my other love of my life, Gio. I feel like I should just hit him over the head with something because he is absolutely clueless! Part of my wants to tell him how I feel, but part of me feels that I would lose him as a really good friend, and I dont have that many down here. Actually I just have maybe two. So anyway, enough of my bitching... I got to go get ready for this big shindig. I will talk to you all later! Love ya! MUAH!

einna07 @ 2005-10-04T08:36:00

2005-10-04T12:38:10Z

Another thought just crossed my mind... 3 weeks until my bday!

Soul to Squeeze by Red Hot Chili Peppers

I've got a bad disease
Up from my brain is where I bleed
Insanity it seems
It's got me by my soul to squeeze
Well all the love from me
With all the dying trees I scream
The angels in my dream
They turn to demons of greed
That's me

Where I go I just don't know
I got to, got to, gotta take it slow
When I've found my piece of mind
I'm gonna give you some of my good time

Today love smiled on me
It took away my pain, said please
I'll let your ride be free
You gotta let it be
Oh yeah

Where I go I just don't know
I got to, gotta, gotta take it slow
When I find my piece of mind
I'm gonna give you some of my good time

You're so polite indeed
Well I got everything I need
Oh make my days a breeze
And take away my self destruction

It's bitter baby and it's very sweet
I'm on a rollercoaster but I'm on my feet
Take me to the river lay me on your shore
Well I'll be coming back baby
I'll be coming back for more.

Doo doo doo doo dingle zing a dong bone,
ba-di ba-da ba-zumba crunga cong gone bad,
I could not forget but I will not endeavor
Simple pleasures are more special
but I won't regret it never

Where I go I just dont't know
I got to, got to, gotta take it slow
When I find my piece of mind
I'm gonna give you some of my good time

Where I go I just don't know
I might end up somewhere in Mexico
When I find my piece of mind
I'm gonna keep for the end of time

Make me over...

2005-10-04T12:34:56Z

Sitting at school right now, waiting for my first class. I should be studying for a test, but I dont want to. Went to the dental surgeon yesterday and a week from Friday, I go under the knife. Yeah, so if anyone wants to come with me, I would appreciate it because I am so nervous. I have never been knocked out, well not on perpose, well I can think of a couple of people who knocked me out on purpose, so scrath all of what I just said. Anyway, I have had this Hole song stuck in my head for the last two days! MAKE IT STOP! I have also had the Diet Cherry Vanilla Dr. Pepper commercial stuck in my head. So all I can think of is Courtney Love (ugh) and the Muppets. Somebody put me out of my misery!

Celebrity Skin by Hole

Oh make me over
I'm all I want to be
A walking study
In demonology
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, so glad you could make it now
Oh, look at my face
My name is might have been
My name is never was
My name's forgotten
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, there's only us left now
When I wake up in my makeup
It's too early for that dress
Wilted and faded somewhere in
Hollywood
I'm glad I came here
With your pound of flesh
No second billing, cause you're a star now
Oh Cinderella
They aren't sluts like you
Beautiful garbage beautiful dresses
Can you stand up or will you
Just fall down
You better watch out
What you wish for
It better be worth it
So much to die for
Hey, so glad you could make it
Yeah, now you really made it
Hey, there's only us left now
When I wake up in my makeup
Have you ever felt so used up as this?
It's all so sugarless
Hooker/waitress/model/actress
Oh, just go nameless
Honeysuckle, she's full of poison
She obliterated everything she kissed
Now she's fading
Somewhere in hollywood
I'm glad I came here
With your pound of flesh
You want a part of me
Well, I'm not selling cheap
No, I'm not selling cheap

einna07 @ 2005-09-27T08:37:00

2005-09-27T12:50:14Z

So here I am early Tuesday morning, bored out of my fucking mind. I am getting tired of the same routine already. I like my classes, I've met some nice people, but I'm just restless to do something else. I can feel myself getting ready to move on, find something new to do. I really wish that I could just hop on a plane to anywhere and find myself. Anyway, I'm still trying to find something or someone, a reason to keep me here. So if anyone has any ideas, let me know. I'm really starting to think that school isn't the right place for me. I dont know what I want so here I am sitting in the library, waiting for classes to start, maybe I'll go get a coffee, hmm. Anyway, I got to go do something before I start to scream. Bye.

Minority by Green Day

I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority

I pledge
allegiance
to the underworld
one nation under dog there of which I stand alone
a face in the crowd
unsung against the mold
without a doubt singled out the only way I know

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority

stepped out of line
like a sheep runs from the herd
marching out of time
to my own beat now
the only way I know

one light
one mind
flashing in the dark
blinded by the silence of a 1,000 broken hearts
for crying out loud
she screamed unto me
a free for all fuck them all
you are your own sight

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority
hey

one light
one mind
flashing in the dark
blinded by the silence of a 1,000 broken hearts
for crying out loud
she screamed unto me
a free for all fuck them all
you are your own sight

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority

einna07 @ 2005-09-21T09:49:00

2005-09-21T14:14:36Z

Yah so Annie is the bigget bitch in the world. I just want to apoligize to Cat. After I got off the phone with you Monday, I knew that I had made one of the biggest mistakes ever. You were the only one that really cared about me this summer. You were the only one that came and saw me, not only that, brought me back to your family who has always been sooo supportive of me. I am sooo sorry that I hurt you. I know what it feels like to be ditched and its one of the worst feelings ever. I thought that you could come and join us, maybe we all could get along, then I realized that it wouldnt happen. Too many different personalities fighting for attention. Anyway, I feel like shit and I wish none of this ever happened. I hope all the people that I hurt can forgive me.

So on to other news
Yeah I was at BSC and yeah no one was there. We tried to go bowling at two different spots and they both were a bust. So we then went to the Friendlys in Bwater, that was cool. I had the best ice cream! Cotton candy and pop rocks. And the dude there was really nice. Went to Angs room and watched a little of "Finding Nemo" but I guess we quickly lost interest in it. She kicked us out and I headed home. At just about the bridge, I ran out of gas. So I was stuck in Sandwich, alone and out of gas, at 1 am, waiting for AAA. Yeah so I got home about 3 up at 7 and went to school. I dont know if you all know that I take Karate, but I do, and Saturday I really hurt my foot. Ok I thought I broke it, but I had my uncle look at it and he said I was fine. Yesterday trying to do kicks in the pool was ok so I thought I was better. So I went to Karate class. Do I have MORON written on my forehead!!!! I pushed myself way too hard, and then sparred and kicked someone with my bad foot, not the best idea of the week. Actually I've been making a lot of stupid mistakes lately. Yeah so Annie's been beat up physically and emotionally, and might be going down for the count. Anyway, I'm going to go do my errands, fun fun. Talk to you all later. Love ya!

Been stuck in my head alllllllllllll day!

Don't Change by INXS

I'm standing here on the ground
The sky above won't fall down
See no evil in all direction
Resolution of happiness
Things have been dark
For too long

Don't change for you
Don't change a thing for me

I found a love I had lost
It was gone for too long
Hear no evil in all directions
Execution of bitterness
Message received loud and clear

Don't change for you
Don't change a thing for me

I'm standing here on the ground
The sky above won't fall down
See no evil in all directions
Resolution of happiness
Things have been dark for too long

Don't change for you
Don't change a thing for me

einna07 @ 2005-09-11T10:53:00

2005-09-11T15:05:13Z

Yeah! Its September! No more freakin tourists!!!! And the only ones that I wanted to see, never came. (HINT HINT peoples!!!!!) Anyway, I'm back in school and I really like it here. Cape Cod Community College isnt really that bad. I am taking a Lifeguard Training Class and there are 7 people in the class. 6 guys and me!!!! I think my new line is going to be, "Wanna practice CPR with me?" Anyway, I'm taking Ancient History (again) and I am already stuck with an oral report, but its a good class and it makes me look smart. Yeah so only a couple more weeks until my 21st birthday! I cant wait! All I really want to do is just hang out with my friends. And I dont know but I might just pull a little surprise. Anyway, I got to go and get down to business and do some research for history. Talk to ya all later! Hugs and kisses! MUAH! And call me sometime damn it!

Quote of the Day
Aspire, break bounds. Endeavor to be good, and better still, best.
~Robert Browning

Horoscope
Scorpio
You've been eyeing a position at work for the longest time, especially since you know you could do a better job than the person who's currently in it. In fact, you're already doing this job, and not getting the credit or financial remuneration due to you. Go ahead and campaign your heart out, and trust in the effectiveness of your powers of persuasion. The powers that be are listening. Your efforts will pay off very soon.

einna07 @ 2005-08-10T13:27:00

2005-08-10T17:28:24Z

I have had a this song stuck in my head for the last couple of days and I cant get it out!!!!!!!! For some odd reason I have always liked this song. Anyway got to go finish my errands. Talk to ya all later! Hugs and kisses! Muah!

Sex and Candy Lyrics

Hangin' round downtown by myself
And I had so much time
To sit and think about myself
And then there she was
Like double cherry pie
Yeah there she was
Like disco superfly
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Hangin' round downtown by myself
And I had too much caffeine
And I was thinkin' 'bout myself
And then there she was
In platform double suede
Yeah there she was
Like disco lemonade
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Mama this surely is a dream
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Mama this surely is a dream
Yeah mama this must be my dream